Friday

Sorry for not posting lately. Thursday was REALLY busy and just couldn´t find time sooner today. Watching the X Factor on youtube right now. I got B+ in Chemistry yay victory!

So one of my firends really likes this one guy and has talked to him through the internet two times. But thats all. hah

Some people are going to party tomorrow evening and at night... I can go but ... Im not as a party animal as they are and I think they would not like me there not doing all the things they will do...
Im going there next morning so we can take the photos for school and then come back I think. Cuz yeah ... it would be awkward if they don´t want me and I would be there.

Everytime I see this one girl cut wounds I just freeze. I can´t even think anything. Why would anyone cut herself? Life ain´t that bad. I know there are dark times but still, the coulds will disappear soon. Just be strong.
You think that "Yeah easy for you to say, I can be sure you have never had dark times." Everyone has theyr dark times. Different dark times... If you don´t know my lifestory, don´t judge me. Not my mother or that friend who is the closest to me would never fully understand me.

So this is what I just saw:
There comes a duo (a woman and a man who are friends) the guy cant sing and the judges ask her to sing solo. She does and the guy doesn´t go off stage, he stays and tries to make the crowd scream. She got a yes, yes (he screams YESSS into the microphone every time) and then a no. The guy pleads the last judge to say yes and when the judge does he is SUPER happy for her.
Now that´s a real friend everyone should have. Always by your side when you need him/her.
Really touching that was.

So more a little about my life...
Almost everyday on schoolday my days are really long, the shortest is till 3 pm and the longest like till 6 pm. I am not used to so long days and am really tired at the end of the day. My brother talked to my mother and found out that. He came to me and sayd that I should leave one of the classes.
But ... I can´t! I left the choir (last year) and then soon found this one training that I have 3 times in a week for almost 2 hours what was a big change to one class in one week (it lasted 1 hour). But I really didn´t like to sing there anymore, the teacher was really ... Gahh.
So I go to two classes now and the other one is 2 times a week and every class in for 1 hour or 5-10 minutes shorter.
It would be weird to leave the longer lasting training cuz I am good at it and its only the second year. Even though it needs a LOT of time.
But I can´t imagine my life without the other class. Dancing is the thing I need in my life. And we travel in every two years to some other country and I like performing with my croup gals to people. (Well not when Im in a bad mood or I mess up really badly :P)

So yeah ... its a dilemma.