Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Little Things

yay Little Things came out =D
 One Direction - Little Things
just love love it =)

Harry´s solo was stuck in my mind all day haha.

But not only that the song is by 1D makes it special. The point is what matters the most.

Those little things that are special about us makes us more and more perfect for another person.

Maybe the way you smile, your dimples on your cheek, how your eyes go when you smile. The way they do something.

"The way you flip your hair gets me overhelmed" hahaha see what I did there?

But maybe the way you say "hey" or just flash a little smile at me gets me blushing or gets me overhelmed.

Remember that you are what I call perfection.




Hahaha just random gifs =)

Niall photobombing :D

O_O

genius :D

Oh yeah, sorry for not posting so often anymore. My schooldays are longer than ever.
Ooh and another horrible thing, we might get uniforms :O NOOOOO



Friday, October 26, 2012

No, just, no



I had a crush in the ending of last year and beginning of this year. I though I got over him. But am I really? The way he laughed. Seriously, he laughed like Liam. He had the Liam-laughing-face when we laughed yesterday.  But he laughs with his mouth closed.
I know that I dont have a chance with him. Im short with fat legs, and my skin is H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!

Do you have that friend who you have been friends for so long and you now belive she or he has changed? Like for the worst? Maybe that person has become more full of themselves, self-centered, arrogant, unfriendly? Well I am afraid that my one friend has becom more spoiled and she is more greedy or something like mean? No she is not compleatly that! No! But she wants more free from us but doesnt give that much back. I share my frink with her every day we get together (I always carry a bottle full of something to drink cuz I used to faint often when I was younger and I dont like the feeling of thirst of course =) ) and the most generous thing she has done is giving away some papers from magazines of the boys, NO not posters but interviews or so. And then she gives away freely everyone else but One Direction (okay maybe Rita Ora, Ariana or Jack Sparrow too).
She says how hard it is to give away stuff. Well how about I dont share my frink with you anymore cuz giving away stuff is hard for me too?
Her father works so well that her mother hasnt worked for YEARS many years (like almost 15). My father lost his job and now he must find a new one cuz we cant live just from my mother´s money.
Her parents buy and order her (and for her brother and sister) stuff from england and other countryes. She has so many stuff but still wants more. She says "I command her to buy me that." While I say "I beg my mom if I could have that." You see the difference?
She only wants more and more and more and she will not be happy. PS she hates her mom, but I dont judge her that much of that cuz she says her mother is witing for her to move out when she turnes 18 and says that she is fat. But her mother still buys her sweets and chocolate.
She is like "Im crying Im gonna stop it now, I give up!" every time a celeb. doesnt follow her. and then when another comes on she starts again spamming that person. Gahh it gets on my nerves sometimes.

But who sayd life is fair?




Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Sorry

















I am not gonna upload every day anymore. Just school and hobbies and friends have to be on a higher place than this. Sorry but it is true.

and sorry that every gif doesnt move :/ they were good though.




Tuesday, October 23, 2012

One song

Do you have that one song from your childhood you remember dancing to?
That one song you and your friends remember?
That one song - when it comes from the radio or you find it on your phone you stop everything and start dancing and sing a long (at least a little).

I enjoy singing ... on my own ... alone in my room ... when nobody is listening =)
I sing on my own. I dont belive I could become a great singer one day. I will not ever be.
I just hope I can become really good at dancing.

But singing and dancing voth need music, a song.

Music is a big part of many teenagers and young adaults life.

Monday, October 22, 2012

19

One day I had 19 pageviews wow... Um ... thank you all who read my bullshit.

Today was guite boring. Went to one training, was normal, tomorrow again.
One of my friends (lets call her Janelle- she is the one who I speak about the most) is going away for some days. I am going to miss her, belive it or not.

Listening to covers of One Direction songs and A Team by Ed Sheeran. Some people on youtube are talented like CIMORELLI´s, someone named karoo05 and Megan Nicole. My frends want to try and sing and put it on youtube. I don´t know if they are talented but they are better than me =). I would rather be famous for dancing or at least be good at it than singing. I can´t imagine myself performing by singing to thousands of people ... It is a little scarying. Thats why I want to be a dancer. They are more in the backround =).


Who wants to be a dancer like Danielle someday?

You can´t handle our swag.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Hurray!

Yesterday got along with my friends super good. Had a super great laugh. Stalked a boy haha.

Watching the X Factor now. I hope District3, MK1, Ella, Lucy or James don´t leave. Sorry not sorry for Union J George is the little "Cutey" of the band but his name doesnt include even a single "j".

AAND UnionJ got through... YAY Ella got through! ... YAY for James! ... Haha Rylan! ... Cristopher ... And that guy ... YAY District3!!! ... OMG YES Lucy! ... COME ON SAY MK1! ... Okay Jade ... AHH!

Dont you just hate show breaks?

 NO MK1 was sent home! Why?! Gahh -_-


Friday, October 19, 2012

Yes, I love my mom...

So today my two best friends skipped school cuz its the last day before autumn break. I was quite lonely today. After I came home went to grandma´s place. Came back an hour ago. Half an hour ago my friend called me to come out. I asked my mom for premission if I can go she sayd no. So I didn´t go that girl who I have talked about the most called me back and sayd that the other who skipped asked her to make me so mad that I would come out. They started to complain about me. What did I feel? I am actually glad that my mom didn´t allow me to go out. Cuz friends don´t do things like that.

Just cryed in my room. Tweeted about hw they can´t understand me and then ... about selfharming. I am still thinking about it. Would it make the pain go away they did in my heart/chest?

I know my mom will always be on my side. Not like some other people. How could I even had a little nice daydream about them and I and some other people on my way home? Why are they so changed?


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Better days

Today the grades were out. I am going to have some A´s too. yay.

My friends were in a happy mood after our language class. but before that ... they were kinda bitchy ... sorry for using bad words but who commands food and drink from her best friend?
Later had a great laugh.

Right now in a feeling of cute cats haha.

1. confused cat: "What the fug?"


    
Just cute :3 the one in the back: "Yea, fetus kittens are so dumb.... peasants"

     just look how cute this is. awwh

Monday, October 15, 2012

GIve me a break

I am just so tired. I get home so late. Even though it is the last school week they still do tests. I have two tests tomorrow and I think the best I can do is a B. I can´t wait for Friday!

My life was really boring today. Just a normal student´s Monday.


When somebody you don´t like gets a hit or hurts him-/herself.

  Justice!      





Sunday, October 14, 2012

"Lonely .... I am so lonely .... I have nobody .... Im on my own"

I just want to curl up in a ball and stay like that for a week.

I am feeling like my friends are leaving me. For real. Two of my best friends partied with other 3 girls last night and the last best friend hanged out with three other girls in town or somewhere. I am the only one who didn´t go outside somewhere with somebody.

Am I different? Is it because I am politer and don´t go so wild so easlily? Is it because I am raised differently? Why are they slowly trying to get away from me? Why me? Gahh FUCK LIFE! SERIOUSLY! I am pissed off!

Boring

Today was quite boring, just went to grandma and grandpa´s place and took a bath. Right now watching X Factor. Go Spraggan! MK1! Distric3! James! and some others.
I don´t really get why some girls turned from directioners to janoskinators (did I write that right?) and now they are fans of UnionJ. I just don´t get it. You like only the new boybands? That means you are not true, well thats what I think.

I think that Little Mix is the girl version of One Direction =) thay are a lot a-like.

Imagine:You are Harry´s crush and then one day when Larry is on Hazza´s twitter together Louis tweets you "Hey Y/N! I have a HUUGE crush on you ;)" Harry: "Why did you do that for?!" Louis: "Cuz it is weird to look how you both fangirl over eachother, can´t you guys just get together already?"


look how cute and shy he looks!