So today my two best friends skipped school cuz its the last day before autumn break. I was quite lonely today. After I came home went to grandma´s place. Came back an hour ago. Half an hour ago my friend called me to come out. I asked my mom for premission if I can go she sayd no. So I didn´t go that girl who I have talked about the most called me back and sayd that the other who skipped asked her to make me so mad that I would come out. They started to complain about me. What did I feel? I am actually glad that my mom didn´t allow me to go out. Cuz friends don´t do things like that.
Just cryed in my room. Tweeted about hw they can´t understand me and
then ... about selfharming. I am still thinking about it. Would it make the pain go away they did in my heart/chest?
I know my mom will always be on my side. Not like some other people. How could I even had a little nice daydream about them and I and some other people on my way home? Why are they so changed?
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